Tomorrow is surgery day

Cam's surgery is tomorrow. We'll be getting up bright and early so we can leave the house at 7am. The outpatient location we are going to is like traffic hell that time of the morning. We need to be there at 8:15. Ridiculous to have to leave so early, but we can't be late. I hope Cam sleeps until at least 6:30 tomorrow, so we don't have to worry about him asking for something to drink. My theory is - if he doesn't have time to be thirsty, it won't be an issue. I'm a little nervous about the surgery. It's more involved than the simple probe and irrigation he had done on his tear ducts. This time, he'll have an incision and an IV. This time, there's a recovery period and dressings to take care of. Poor guy.

Well, I THINK the waiting is over. I've noticed a bit of spotting tonight, so I think cycle day 28 is morphing into cycle day 1. I could totally tell my period was coming. I've just been so bitchy-feeling (and probably bitchy-acting) and my back has just been aching. I'm so over this trying to conceive thing this time around. God, seven months is a long time to try. I guess we'll try again this cycle, but it's just getting so freaking old. Maybe I should just go on a diet and work out everyday instead. I'm such a fat ass these days anyway. I don't know. It's just frustrating.

Oh, if you haven't already seen them, check out Cam's latest photos

I'll try to make an update on the surgery tomorrow.

- Posted @ 11/22/2004 10:06:09 PM