need, want.

I'm feeling crappy.  Feeling out of control.  I need to make a doctor's appointment.  I need to pack a bag.  I need to find my battery charger because my rechargables in my camera are out of juice.  I need to get up super early tomorrow.  I need to face my ex tomorrow.  I need to get it together.  I need to find something to wear to hot yoga on Saturday.  I need some stability.  I need some music.  I neeeeeed to get a freaking life and go inside and do this crap and set my alarm.  I want to just sit here and listen to crickets and cicadas and frogs.  I want to stop talking about myself.  I want to feel normal.  I want to feel good.   I want to feel well.