Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Bad day

I'm not doing so hot today.  Not really yesterday, either.  I've had such a positive outlook lately, and I'm not digging this funk at all.  I know I don't have to be positive all the time.  I know it's ok to be down.  That doesn't make me feel better, though.  I feel like I am making myself feel worse, because I'm frustrated with myself for feeling this way in the first place.  I am irritated.  Frustrated.  Annoyed.  Bitchy.  Short.  My chest hurts.  I want to cry.  I need an outlet.  I need some good news.  I need comfort.  I liked feeling good about myself.  I don't like this.

4 comments:

Adrian said...

Hang in there Mel. Do the following:

1. Locate clean pillow
2. Cover face with pillow
3. Scream as loud as you can
4. Fill kitchen sink with ice water
5. Insert face in water and hold for at least 30 seconds. Repeat.

Cathy said...

I hate that you are having a bad day. Unfortunately, we all have them. I am sure having 3 kids stuck inside today as well is not helping. I have no words of wisdom...just know I am here anytime you need me! Less than 3!

Anonymous said...

My two cents. You're not perfect. You have to allow yourself to have days where you're just annoyed.

However, I bet putting on BNL and dancing like a crazy person might help.

Or snow angels. xoxo

Debbie said...

Hang in there.
Wish I could insert something clever here, but I'm just not that... clever.