I never thought I'd have a little girl. I never thought I'd have a little girl who wears Tinkerbell PJs, but I do. I never thought I'd think Tinkerbell PJs on a little girl would be cute, but I do - they are! She is!
I never thought I'd have three kids. Three kids who are (give or take) all two years apart. Before I had kids, I thought I'd never be able conceive children. Just a feeling. Glad it was an incorrect one! I really never thought I'd be a single mom to three kids under the age of seven, who are all two years apart. But I am. And it will be ok. We'll be fine! I'll make sure of it. We have an amazing family and tons of generous, supportive friends.
I was listening to my ipod, and Butterfly Boucher came on and sang
I found out
I can only be who I am
I can only do what I can
I won't try to describe the relief
I've been giving these lyrics a lot of thought. This is my new mantra. It's kind of empowering. I can only be who I am - but I can be the best me I can.
I'm really looking forward to starting over. I never thought I'd say that, but I am!
6 comments:
New beginnings, even when forced upon you, are amazing opportunities. Your kids are lucky to have you Mel.
Great post...very inspiring to me....
I am so happy to hear you say this. ((hugs))
Love you, Mel! You are so strong! You and the kids deserve every happiness!! <3
You are an amazing woman! We love you and are here for you and kids.
I loved reading this, Melzer. Loved it.
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