Wednesday, September 3, 2008
I wish
Just some wishful thinking. I wish I were thin. I wish I had long, or even normal, arms and legs. Not short stumpy limbs. I wish I had a clear complexion. I wish I didn't pick my face. I wish I could cook well. I wish my house were clean. I wish my dog were normal. I wish we had extra money. I wish I could buy all of the items in my gymboree.com shopping cart. I wish I had lots of energy to run around outside and play with Luke right now. I wish the dryer would unload itself. I wish I could rack up 30 google hours in one week and still have time for my family/house/self. I wish I were more extroverted. I wish I liked people more. I wish my heart was more loving. I wish I could understand other people better. I wish I didn't get as angry, aggravated, annoyed. I wish I could answer half of Luke's constant questions. I wish I could/would/wanted to run. I wish I took more pictures. I wish I took better pictures. I wish someone would teach me to use my camera. I wish someone would teach me to use my cell phone. I wish I weren't so lazy. I wish my head wasn't filled with snot. I wish I could make my kids confident. I wish I could make me confident. I wish I could write better. I wish my fridge was filled to capacity. I wish I knew when to use was vs. were, instead of just typing what sounds right. I wish I had Converse Chuck Taylors. Because I like them. And I don't care what my sister says. I wish I didn't care what my sister says. I wish she'd have Rowan. I wish I were holding her now. I wish my uterus weren't aching right now!! I hope I don't start leaking milk next! I wish I were a better mother to the kids I even have. I wish I didn't have to stop wishing and tidy up the living room before Cam gets off the bus. I wish I didn't care that Cam comes home to a clean living room. I'm sure he doesn't even notice!
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3 comments:
I wish many of those things for myself too Mel. Next I want to see a list of the things you do well. Get right on that now, nkay.
((HUGS))
I can agree with a lot of that... except for my uterus aching. :P
Exactly what Dawn said. (((hugs)))
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